Goodbye

Well, uh, hello to whoever's reading this. I dono what got into my mind that lead me to doing this and creating my senseless blog. I know it's crappy, but hu cares I'm bored and I wanna BOARD on this. I guess this is what happens when I'm pretty bored! doing a lot of shit and talking about shit. Mmm, sooooo--let's get straight to the point.

Kay, so whut? It's been like 3 years and 4 months and nothing has changed. He's still "here".... you know what I mean? (Well I certainly hope so. HAHA.)

I never stopped hoping; thinking bout him; wondering about different things;asking myself.. why?and about what if's. what if i didn't stop...loving him?what if.....i couldn't stop? what happens?

i know this sounds hilarious and hypocrite-ish but seriously. can u tell me what happens if this "thing" wouldnt stop cause i cant- even i WANTed to..and if..I have HAVE to..Ya know, basically, this doesn't lead to anything but I don't give a sh*t :D All I wanna do is speak my heart out and just let it say what it wants to say. I just wanna have answers to my "unanswered questions."

I don't know if u actually care and give a damn about this crap i`m saying but i just wanna share something to you.. do u know that every night, before I go to bed, I look at the stars outside my window??(sigh)I wish they were u so that I could see u every night, every second...reach u and ur hold ur hand like bfore.. Kiss u like nobody's watchin'..Hug u and whisper to your ears how I really feel.. I wish that can be possible. :/ everytime i sing our song, my tears sing along as i remember u..as i rmmbr the things we used to do.. when ur lips touched mine..when u held my hand..when u hugged me and tapped my back && said, its gonna be okay.. you can do this, "kaya lagi na nimo inns.kayanon ni nimo diba kay strong man kaha ka?lisod man pero dapat kayanon dba?"what used to be us..what the old u.. how much i miss that "old u" bfore u said goodbye..what could've happened if u loveD me:((

lahat ng sinabi mo..february 2008..
hndi man lang matanggal tanggal sa utak ko..
msskt na saltang binitawan mo..
lahat ng pagsisinungaling mo..
lahat lahat..
mga magandang alaalang pinabaon mo sakn..
na kht mnsa'y napasaya moq..
pnkta m skn na may halaga aq sau nuon..
na nag-aalala ka skn..
yinayakap mq kapg aqy umiiyak..
marahil di na un mauulit..
dhl d mq mahal higit pa sa isang kaibgan..

pero bkt aq?
mahal pa rn kta..? :(

PINISTI NI! :'( HUHUHUHUHU
NGANO MAN KA HA!
NGANONG DI MAN JUD KA MATANGGAL SA
AKONG UTOK!!!!!DEPUTEK :( HUHUHUHU
DI NA JUD NI MAKAYA
MAKABISAYA TAG TAMAN ANI
HUHUHUHUHUHU
SUGOD NAKOG IHAP UG ADLAW..
BULAN..
TUIG..
HAY NLNG MANIGUWANG NLN GYUD Q ANI!
MRAG D NJD NI MAWALA PINISTI. :((
hutdan sad tag inenglish nmo oi!
pti tagalog hurot2 nasad.. piskot
skt jd au di mabang bang!!
FOR SHORT...
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